chinese girl

I never ended up taking Natalie to Sterlings of Avondale instead we went to Bistro Aix. The place was really nice and she was really impressed with the place. She said she was 27 years old and was a social worker that worked with people who have addictions. I thought that was cool. She was really hot and hand long blonde hair. I asked her at dinner if that was her real hair color and she said yeah it was. I'm not sure if I have ever met a real blonde before. She said she had heard of Keane before and that she liked Coldplay so that was good enough for me. She said she also likes to listen to Deep House and also stuff like Tiesto and Michael Cassette etc. I like girls that have some diversification in their musical tastes.

The restaurant was a mix between French and Mediterranean and Executive Chef Tom Gray did an awesome job with the menu. I had the Grilled Tuna and she had the Lamb Tenderloin. We also had some awesome chocolate cake for desert. I was worried when I was talking to this girl over dinner that she might be too straightlaced for me but hey I need to find someone who is responsible. She certainly wouldn't be a negative influence and that is a good thing. She told me that she too had been in a long term relationship and didn't have many friends etc and we had a lot in common.

After dinner we took a nice long stroll through the city arm in arm and chatted about everything. It wasn't some crazy wild date, it was a really nice conservative time out and I really enjoyed myself. I think I need to meet more girls like her and I am wondering if this girl has a wild side. I think I am going to invite her to go to a club next weekend and see how she responds to lots of alcohol in her system and a wild crazy party environment.

I have also been chatting with a Moroccon girl named Candy... yeah I know, I asked her if that was her real name and she said yes. She is a bit of an enigma.... she is only 22 years old and she likes to type lots of naughty things to me in msn chat and sends me pics of her half naked all the time. I am not sure if I can handle a young horny girl like this as I am very out of practice. I don't even know how to approach this girl... do I just invite her over to "chill" at my place or do I take her out to a club or do I take her out for dinner on a normal date. I could sure use some advice on this one

Well that Chinese girl turned out to be quite interesting... maybe it's just me and maybe Asian girls are just different and I don't understand them. She said she wants to get together during the week next week and have lunch because we both work quite close together. She is an architect or so she says. She definitely looks like one, with the simple classy look and the black rimmed mini glasses or whatever they are called.

Sometimes I just break down and start crying but I am not really sad, I am happy that I have my new life. In hind sight I can realize the mistakes I made and the fact that I really wasn't very happy being with her. So I am looking forward and focusing on what I want to do. I do not want to have any regrets next time. I want to be smart and make the right choices that are going to make ME happy and that will ultimately make her happy. I think I need to reread The Fountainhead by Ann Rand.

As I said, I have a date tonight with a redhead named Natalie and I am taking her to Sterlings of Avondale on Saint Johns Avenue. The place is very expensive and very nice. It's 5pm now and I have reservations for 8pm. I guess I need to start getting ready soon. Although guys don't take very long to get ready and I shaved last night so I don't have much to do. I was going to take her to P. F. Changs but I haven't been there before and I wanted to go with a place that I already know is good and there is a small chance they may remember me from being there and that would make me look cool in front of her