Sometimes I just break down and start crying but I am not really sad, I am happy that I have my new life. In hind sight I can realize the mistakes I made and the fact that I really wasn't very happy being with her. So I am looking forward and focusing on what I want to do. I do not want to have any regrets next time. I want to be smart and make the right choices that are going to make ME happy and that will ultimately make her happy. I think I need to reread The Fountainhead by Ann Rand.
As I said, I have a date tonight with a redhead named Natalie and I am taking her to Sterlings of Avondale on Saint Johns Avenue. The place is very expensive and very nice. It's 5pm now and I have reservations for 8pm. I guess I need to start getting ready soon. Although guys don't take very long to get ready and I shaved last night so I don't have much to do. I was going to take her to P. F. Changs but I haven't been there before and I wanted to go with a place that I already know is good and there is a small chance they may remember me from being there and that would make me look cool in front of her
Ooh Ziggy Stardust is coming on the radio... I am going to go pour a drink and go sit on the balcony. Have a great night people... I know I will
p.s. The title of this post are lyrics from a Keane song. If you don't know who Keane is, then you are missing out on a bag full of win


